如果我还在北京, 我就不会有时间陪小孩子玩.也不会因为突然很想吃蟹壳黄,自己想起来做.

虽然是周末,感觉累累的,但是,很开心.小孩子的世界那么简单,那么容易快乐,只要跑跑跳跳就好,不会喜欢敞篷的跑车,不会想要环游世界,不会评价房子的大小和地段,不会在任何人面前有任何的拘束和做作.他们那么容易就会把最喜欢的玩具放在你手上,然后忘记;他们那么相信你,只要你说你会接住他,多高的地方都会往上爬;他们非常需要你,玩什么都想和你一起......

 

 

So many things happen in these three months and it is too much for me. Now I see clearly how much we can really depend on ourselves.Happiness and soreness always go together and we can not really tell what is really a blessing or swear.I would rather say it is a sweet painful journey which will enrich our live and nourish our spirit. However, again,I went back alone. I'm not worried about this because  Frances, Cheri and Joa take so much care of me and always be here for me, but I still feel confused as there is too many options and I cannot make my choice.

I have tried so many times to attach my life to someone's else  as I know I will be isolated from this world if nobody are not really know me. I am a little tired and my belief is coming to broke down. However, the old track can't get me back to the sunny beach when the moonlight and campfire illuminated the smiling faces. Although the sweet  pictures are still in my heart, I know our understandings become further apart and I'll go  forward alone to our trip of exploring the world. With this hand I will lift your sorrows...Your cup will never be empty, for I will be your wine...With this candle, I will light your way into darkness...and with my promise, I'll set you free... These are the words I am preparing for you and waiting for.